Friday, November 13, 2020

Fuck you 2020

Another year that never happened, seems like the story of my life. You would think that growing older would give some insights but nothing ever changes for me. Stuck in the loop of pointless existence and never learing anything I didn't already know At least that's what it feels like but maybe I'm wrong again. Please keep reminding me of the reasons to keep on going.

11 comments:

  1. because you have blog friends like me! who missed you terribly! you're the last of the innovators! you and Bjork. nobody writes like you anymore, the deep-dive soul-searching soul-searing diaphanous complex contemplations of connection and computer, subtle strings, human love and the killing joke i've been doing what i can over at Instagram with my weekly stories, my writing routine has kept me afloat this terrible year, kept me from going crazy as sanctioned by a priest.

    if you ever lose feeling, this will make you feel again: the music video to Washed Out's "Weightless"

    don't worry, we're all gonna get wiped out by Apophis anyway...

    love you, Avy!

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  2. Avy!! You're back! I can't believe it! Please please just keep writing, it doesn't matter if it's nothing new or if it doesn't dazzle you the way you'd like it to - because it f*cking BLINDS us still, the glory of your shiver-inducing words and out-of-this-world perspective. I've been checking this site once a week since your last post, and I'm beyond delighted to hear from you again! This year has been a punch in the gut to all of us, on top of all the other shit that comes with just being alive, but please - don't give up, don't stop. Keep writing whatever comes and we will read and savour and be grateful.

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  3. This year feels like it didn't happen for many people. Perhaps the only exception are those who lost a loved one.
    Please come cak to blogging. I miss your posts

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  4. Oh wow, you're back! Well, I mean, I often thought how you are.
    I wish I could have an answer to your question but I am struggling with that too.

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  5. More please Avy <3 What's happening in your life? In your head? I'd love to see you published one day. I've recently started publishing through Amazon - maybe this entire story could be collated into a book one day, somehow...?

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  6. There are always reasons to carry on, my dear Avy. You were told 'No Happy Endings', but every rubbish ending is followed by a bright beginning. 2020 is almost dead and 2021 draws nigh. The awful ending is upon us, but something beautiful may be too.

    Cheers, dear Avy. I hope you thrive.

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  7. Well fuck it. Here we are. Hope you keep it up. Sometime's my writing is all that's kept me going over the years ....

    David @ www.kulturekultink.com

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  8. I suppose that’s how I feel regardless of the year.
    I always find my way back here, I hope you always do as well.
    Much love my dear xx

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  9. 2020 was a bust but it brought you out of the woodwork. I hope you made the best of it.

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  10. Things are not as bad as they seem. You can be safe and still enjoy some semblance of the life we had. It is a time of change whether we like it or not. Flow with the current.

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  11. Almost a year later, I am wondering the same thing. What's this worth, and why should I keep going.

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