Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Let's embrace the point of no return

I went through his coat pockets looking for cigarettes and found something he wrote on the back of a restaurant tab (oysters at Régis). He wrote whenever we're out together I know she'll eventually disappear from me. I go to the bathroom and leave her at the table and I know that when I come back she'll be gone like smoke or the memory of a dream. I feel it the same way every time and every time my heart breaks when I turn round the corner and find that she's still there.

Other than that, I'm still somewhere in between flying and falling.


12 comments:

  1. He probably has no idea how to handle that you're staying... we'll have to see how this all plays out xox ♡♡♡

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  2. Well, he's a romantic, I'd give him that. But careless. Or is he?

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  3. U got it, girl ... keep him guessing ... Love, cat.

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  4. Sometimes I wonder whether what you write is fiction.

    -M
    The Life of Little Me

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    1. Who cares if it's fiction? It's beautiful! :)

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  5. Always choose to fly.
    www.aliceinbloggersland.com

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  6. I can't express in words just how beautiful this is. I relate to it so well, it amazes me.

    Love,
    Saee
    Wonderland

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