Thursday, November 15, 2012

All the things we never said

I never asked Henry about that girl, the one I saw him with. They were standing close under the street lights in Central Park, she wore a blood red velvet jacket and she kissed him. I kept quiet, just as I did with Carl when I saw him through the haze for the first time since that awful night.

I'll never forget the way he looked at me then, the way it seemed as if everything and everyone in that room dissolved along with the smoke and left us alone with each other. I wanted to ask him, I wanted to tell him how I felt and I know that I should have but I didn't.

I don't remember what he said, just that he held my hand in his and that it felt like falling. I leaned against his shoulder and I wanted to tell Belle all about how he forgave me because once she told me that he never would.











43 comments:

  1. I haven't visited in ages, and a lot has happened. I hope all is well.

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  3. somehow you need to talk about it some time....lovely post as always...:)


    xx!

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  4. great post!


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  5. Your pictures are always amazing ... love the words as well :-)

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  8. I like getting lost inside your stories. I'm glad that I got to read your posts, your words are always so beautiful, heartbreaking (but beautiful). I hope you're okay, Avy.

    Love, h.

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  10. so hauntingly beautiful
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    xx
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  11. How come this place feels just the same whenever I come here after long?

    Beautiful, Avy. Live.

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  12. I am crazy about your blog, I hope you know that. <3

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  14. somethings are better left unsaid...

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  15. Lovely photos/writing. Would you like to follow each other?

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  19. Lovely post, beautiful pictures :) x

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  21. Beautiful, perfect.... I love the photos.
    Have a good day Avy :)

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  23. Avy,

    I've nominated you for a One Lovely Blog Award, it's here at http://carlykawaii.blogspot.co.uk/2012/11/i-won-award-i-couldnt-even-win-argument.html

    Your writing is so evocative, I felt I had to pass this award onto you. Please pass this award on to three of your favourite blogs. I'd be grateful if you could link back to me but you don't have to.

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  25. Love those pictures, so pretty x

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  30. I keep on coming across your blog and get lost in it every time. :D I love your style of writing!

    p.s. I hope that video instilled some faith in mankind. :)

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  31. thank you for your comment ,
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  32. yes i do agree with comments above me, i really like your writing style. and beautiful pictures!

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  33. Such a powerful post. Keep them coming. (: And thanks so much for the comment on my post.

    xoxo

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  34. Sometimes, it's better to hide a little part of the story.
    Eventually, things grow better, and once they do, let those little parts spring up again, 'cause by then they lose their uprooting strength.
    Amazing flow in your words.
    Take Care! :)

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  35. you have a great writing style, such a flair for it!

    love from the NANA girls xoxo

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  37. Every time I read something of you I can picture all the scenes in my mind.

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  38. Amazing photos doll and I love the way you write these posts. <3


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