Saturday, October 27, 2012

Teaser

The thought of Henry haunts me like a ghost these days, I want to see him but I can't, not now.

I put his dried daffodils in the closet and decide that if he can't touch me I can't either. I'm an insomniac at night, whenever I put my hands under the covers I start pretending they're his and they slowly move further and further down my body, like wild animals looking for water in the desert. I have to stop myself before they reach the lace edge of my panties and it's the worst form of torture that keeps me awake.

It will be dark in a couple of hours, Chloe and I are making plans for the night and she knows about my hands because I told her. "Let's go out in just our finest underwear and coats" she says, smiling, and the idea sends chills down my spine. Maybe we will, we've done it before, like a game we play. No one knows but us and no one is allowed to know. It's a secret we share and the way it feels when we look at each other.






46 comments:

  1. beautiful pictures darling!

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  2. i love your form of writing

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  3. haha, thanks, i guess? Love your writing as always girlie :)

    -liv
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  4. Chloe's there and everything turn out better, is it dear?

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  7. Wow! You write really well and I love how your writing pulls the reader into the story... Great piece!

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    smells good as well.
    gonna follow.
    love it.
    waiting more...

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  9. Lovely written Avy! I love the part with the underwear and the coats!
    Thank for the sweet comment:) have a nice week, kisses chris

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  10. Beautiful pics!
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  11. A friend like Chloe should keep you out of misery Avy.

    +To Me It Matters+

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  12. you should totally do it. it will help you not to think of him.
    beautiful pictures and writing! ❤

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  13. Amazing b/w!
    Love the 1st photo!

    xx
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  14. i feel like i'm in some weird dream reading your posts.

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  15. I agree with Hannah. Like a dream... but dream you don't want to stop. but it always stops. and it stps when it's the best. :)
    I would love to be that brave and confident to walk out of my house in just undies and coat... I bet it feels great. I've done it only once. and it looked kinda funny. i wanted to surprise Mr.Handsome, so I came to his appartement wearing only coaut and pearls. but I undressed myself in a car in front of his buidling. I was to affraid that someone could see that I'm naked. :)
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  16. beautiful photos, love it! :)

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  18. thank you darling :)

    love the photos <3

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  20. So nice photos dear :)
    Thankx for visit.
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  22. Girl, your writing is so honest and chilling. Its mesmerizing.
    You should write a novel and sell a bunch of copies.

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  24. Nice pictures. You have the best blog title ever! Ha xx

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  27. AMAZING Blog!!
    Thank's for your sweet comment!








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  28. Thanks for your comment! Beautiful pictures! I like that idea with the underwear underneath the coat... a little like when you do not wear underwear at all under a maxi dress in summer, and nobody knows ;)
    xx

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  29. i've done that too :)

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  30. rosen <3
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    share the feeling
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    enjoy your evening!

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  31. Avy... you are simply extraordinary... I do believe.

    What a privilege to have these brief glimpses into the multi-colored mind behind the raincoat...

    Do keep daring to dare, it is magic for us

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  32. love this!

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  33. hahahah I like Chloe's ideas, I may suggest the same for a girls night out!

    xxx

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  34. You are a really great writer. I think you should take Chloe's suggestion and have a great night. :)

    xo, Yi-chia
    Always Maylee

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  35. Thank you for leaving a comment on my blog!

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  36. Thank you so much for stopping by my blog. Appreciated it a lot! :D xx
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  37. Incredibly sexy post! I look forward to reading through your blog.

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