Friday, August 3, 2012

Unloveable

Chloe and I share the same restlessness. In our minds we're always somewhere else, lingering in childhood memories or dreaming of a fairy tale future. We expect that getting what we wish for will make us happy, but when we do we're already looking for another way out and a different perspective.

We sometimes wish we were ordinary, that we could be those girls in American Eagle Outfitters glitter tops and sequin dresses in the middle of the dance floor on a Saturday night at Strata. We imagine it when we start dressing up to go out, but the alcohol and opium cigarettes poison our minds and fuck up our values.

We spend hours in silence on the balcony, falling through our fantasies, waiting for the dark. Though we may never be at peace we'll always have each other.






46 comments:

  1. love the photos.
    i think everyone ever wish to be 'ordinary' at least once in their life. but, again. no one is really ordinary or normal anyway. we have our own weirdness and we look for some people who share that mutual weirdness.

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  2. That was so much fun to read!thank you. Lovely:D
    xx chris

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  3. I love your posts. So much.

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  4. Wow, I so feel this way on different levels. Great post! xx Pip

    http://easyoutfitsbypip.blogspot.com

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  5. thanks for your last comment in my blog :) well it's not that sad actually. we're all (me, dad, new mom) were pretty close before the marriage. but afterwards it gets super awkward and it comes to the point i dislike her because she never done anything right :(

    sorry for rambling u_u loving the last paragraph! quoting. loves from indonesia <333

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  6. Your pictures are amazing! So fantastic. Love your blog!!! "Black is how we feel on the inside" is my fav sentence :)

    look-scout.blogspot.com/

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  7. I'm with look-scout, "We wear black on the outside because black is how we feel on the inside" amazing sentence! your photos illustrate this so well.

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  8. dang. your photos really match the entry here. it's pretty cool.

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  9. i can't explain in words what i feel in this post. everything is just so beautiful and real.

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  10. Wonderful again. I love the last photograph.
    And the last sentence already seems to be some kind of art.

    xx,
    sparkle.

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  11. I love the way your pictures compliment the words ... you are awesome !!!

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  12. who is taking these pics? they are all beautiful, but you ruin it with the blog name

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  13. good thing that you discovered chloe- at least you're not alone.

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  14. Hey Avy, thank you for visiting me:D Yes, her blog is great, I follow her already. Her posts are really cool!
    happy weekend,
    xx chris

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  15. beautiful pictures!

    http://giaa-fashion.blogspot.pt/

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  16. We wear black on the outside because black is how we feel on the inside, and if we seem a little strange, well, that's because we are.

    I could set this up as my fb status!

    YOU are AWESOME! :)

    Not Just My Allegories

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  17. In our minds we are always someplace else...

    Love your blog. Truly xo

    www.ungratefulbliss.com

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  18. Ah, the ennui of a privileged life. I do love your Morrissey soul and your writing. I've been lurking for a while, only to come out now to comment.

    Best,

    C.

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  19. Thank you! I love your writings. ♥

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  20. love these photographs :)
    x

    www.kateyesstyle.com

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  21. love the vibe of these photos! x

    www.twinfashionblog.com

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  22. Interesting pictures!:)
    Simona

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  23. I love the mood in this pictures and your writing is flawless.

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  24. Great Post!
    Beautiful Pictures :)

    love your Blog!
    http://me-mylifeandmyart.blogspot.de

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  25. Beautiful,

    www.constance-victoria.blogspot.com

    x

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  26. i wasn't saying i don't have secrets, i just couldn't think of one! what about this: i judge people by their music taste. it's not really a secret i guess but i wouldn't just go out and tell everybody because everybody would think i'm a superficial judgemental bitch, haha. does that count?

    by the way i really love what you wrote in this post, i can absolutely identify with you and chloe! and i like the images too. do you take all the pictures you post yourself? xx

    coffeebooksandcitylights.blogspot.com/
    facebook.com/rocknrolllies

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  27. great pics!

    http://thehandbagconcept.blogspot.com/

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  28. wow you are so cute!

    just found your blog and love your aesthetic! and heyy i actually just started a new blog! i'd love if you'd come take a look and follow, if you like!

    xo,
    http://joellespassionfashion.blogspot.com/

    ps: if you follow, let me know by commenting on my most recent post. then i'll skip over to your blog and follow you back! :]]

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  29. We are all a little strange, that is what makes us interesting.

    http://bathunderground.blogspot.com/

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  30. Love that first picture. I can also sit for hours on my balcony staring. Or very occasionally I climb up to the top of my flat and sit on top and watch the sunset :)

    x

    Marielle

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  31. you made me wish i could help, hug or something

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  32. Beautiful - the pictures and the writing! x

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  33. Hi! Thanks for commenting on my blog. Good to know that people like it ;-)

    Love your blog (pics and the writing) also!

    Greetings from The Netherlands:
    http://dzjiedzjee.blogspot.nl/

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  34. LOVE the last paragraph! beautiful writing!
    i wear black most of the time, because i'm very strange, but i'm very proud being like this!
    -kisses

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  35. Those pics are so damn
    LITA GIVEAWAY IN MY BLOG :)

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  36. Great post !

    3 words LOVE YOUR STYLE :)

    I'm an instant follower of you now :)

    Please feel free to check out my blog if you have the time

    p.s Check out my first Rire Boutique Giveaway !! :)
    Love,

    Janice
    the-fashion-milkshake.blogspot.nl

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  37. just wanted to come back to wish you a good week :D

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  38. Beautiful pictures :)
    This is one of my favourite blogs at the moment! and i feel like taht all the time too x

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  39. I just came across your blog and enjoyed reading some of your posts and profile. You have such a great blog and love your amazing photographies too xo akiko
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  40. I really love the way you write, just spent the last 20 mins reading through your blog and you are definitely very very talented. Love this post x

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