Monday, July 23, 2012

Using you

When I go to bed late at night and everyone's already asleep, I feel like calling Henry. When I wake up to the sound of Chloe's early morning routine hours later (the shower, dancing around in transparent clothing, drinking a shot of something strong with her coffee) I don't. I think it has to do with the darkness and how it changes the way everything looks.

And still I can't get him out of my mind. It's not like with Carl, the image is so much more defined and the emotion stronger. It doesn't mean I care more for him, only that my body responds to his boyish charm like a shy little school girl. Chloe urges me to call him ("imagine taking advantage of someone as cute as him!") but there's someone else I have to talk to first.

How are you this summer, my dear ones?




27 comments:

  1. This summer I'm lost in writting my book X

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  2. I really love the third photo here - beautiful.

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  3. Summer is already over here in India. Enjoying Monsoon, Avy. Trying to stick to a path.

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  4. Wonderful pictures.
    Spending the summer with beeing fooled by boys.
    But then 2 weeks girls-holidays in Italy, can't wait.

    xx,
    sparkle.

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  5. Dreaming for things to happen too.

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  6. Trying to learn how to weave beautiful words like you perhaps. Or dealing with the thousand demons haunting every day. Take your pick. Both are true :)

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  7. Spent the summer going over your blog, and mesmerized by its words ... waiting for more :-)

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  8. gah i love how your arranged those beautiful words! love those lovely photos! <3

    Letters To Juliet

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  9. Beautiful! :)

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  10. Beautiful Photos and I love the amazing hair! :)

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  11. She tells you to call him but you tell her not to... Happens to me all day...Mel keeps saaying "tell him to come to Paris and share some days" but i know is better this way...

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  12. Nice photos dear :)
    I've been doing nothing in summer, dolce far niente I guess :p
    too bad it's nearly coming to an end though..
    Wish you enjoy the rest of summer better!

    Xoxo,
    .Le Reveur.

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  13. Summer in Bangkok means lots of rain and sunshine but I am gonna smell some lavender in the South Coast of France too.
    Enjoy your youthful summer Avy!

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  14. Amazing photos as ever!! Summer here in my country -Indonesia-, is just super hot during the noon, but pretty windy in the afternoon.. Beaches here are perfect place to go during this summer holiday. ;)

    Can't wait to read your next post! Keep your chicness, sweetpie!

    Hugs and kiss kiss,
    Liz

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  15. Beautiful photos.

    Oh, boys. I know what you mean, somehow. And might have damaged a couple of those cute ones too.

    Satu
    Indie by heart

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  16. Thank you for visiting my blog! And you are always welcome!

    Olesya (Tallinn, Estonia)
    http://newdress-nostress.blogspot.com/

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  17. I droped by to return your visit and I saw your wonderful blog. I'm so happy I run into this.

    I'll visit you often.

    be inspired!

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  18. Beautiful images and beautiful writign ♥
    x iris

    www.iris-bjork.blogspot.com

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  19. Beautiful photos! You have a really lovely blog xxx

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  20. love your pics, speccially the last one.
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  21. certain boys have that effect that turn us into a "shy little school girl." as far as my summer goes, I could definitely be more productive

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  22. Oh, I missed so much your blog during my summer vacation... :D

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  23. Beautiful photos. the subject defines the picture well and also expresses someone who is being used and the last photo shows her feeling being used!

    http://vivailsecondovita.blogspot.com/2012/08/elephant.html

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