Sunday, January 22, 2012

How do you see me now?

I have this thing about not falling asleep naked, which may or may not have to do with how Marilyn died. This morning I woke up in black Dolce & Gabbana, relieved that even in my slightly drunken state of mind I apparently managed to remember.

Last night with S, first at my house where mother in one of her better moods treated us to petits fours, brandy and champagne. "What are we celebrating" I asked between sips. "Oh, just life" she giggled. I'm not sure that's a good thing.

Later at a noisy bar S made me explain why it's been months since we last talked. I think I yelled something about being envious of her and Henry, and she said "but you have Carl". I've never looked at him that way, but now I can't get it out of my head. What does that mean?


  1. Thats what has happened to me, my friend said something to me about a close friend of mine Carter im glad someonelse knows how it feels too.. x

  2. "Oh, just life" she giggled.
    that line made me shiver.


  3. Oh sweet, this definitely happens to the best of us. The whole best friend with a boy relationship always becomes questioned when another friend brings up extra feelings that may or may not be there. This is all down to you now though, you must dig deep inside of yourself and find how you really feel, don't become too confused and make a mistake.
    Lovely writing, as usual, sweet :) xxx

  4. Ah! The same thing happened with my friend too. It's kinda weird. But maybe good too?!

  5. Maybe, just maybe you do have a thing for him. Just that you didn't realize it till now. And S is your best friend, your soul mate.. chances are that she knows you better than you do.

    Give it a try, Avy. Given a chance, life can be a whole lot a different thing than it is right now. :)

  6. It means she doesn't know you as well as you thought, or that you portray your relationship as something more.

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  10. "Oh, just life" she giggled. I'm not sure that's a good thing.
    It got me thinking.You write so beautifully!

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  14. I don't know what it means, but I applaud anyone who giggles. :)

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