Wednesday, December 7, 2011

I wanna be adored

I call him Carl, he has another name but I stopped using it over night years ago. He never asked me why. Lately he's let his hair grow long, and when he wears the dark gray D&G jeans I bought him for his birthday he looks really handsome, in a Milo Ventimiglia sort of way.

When I'm down I sometimes call him and he picks me up with his car. We usually just end up driving in silence, and he makes me feel safe again just by looking at me in the rear view mirror. I guess it's my way of remembering a time when it felt like nothing could ever get to me, and of forgetting how all that suddenly changed.

20 comments:

  1. i haven't thought or milo Ventimiglia in years, hello jess. i'm sure you know the literal & symbolic looking in the rear view mirror thing. is it him looking at you or you looking at him? now boys & girls it's time for a cliche quote: "objects in the rearview mirror are closer than they appear." which i'm sure you already thought about. right?

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  2. cute :)

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  3. thank you so much <3
    you have a lovely blog ♥

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  4. what a beautiful song...and i love the scenes you create by recreating them here

    and you are, avy, adored...

    x

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  5. nice blog...

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  6. Wow that's so cute, I wish I could experience that!
    -Farrah

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  7. jervaise brooke hamsterDecember 10, 2011 at 6:33 AM

    Avy, do you realise how desperately i want to bugger you senseless my dear ! ? ! ?.

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  8. great inspiration! love the first pic!
    thanks for sharing!

    if you like we can follow each other on bloglovin :)
    let me know!
    STYLE DECORUM

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  9. wow, nice blog!

    If you want to follow my actual blog: www.rauhundzaertlich.blogspot.com

    At the moment I'm posting mostly fotos of my Italy-trip, but when I'm back I'll start to go more into poetry again. :)

    Greetz, Fari

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  10. On a side and self-absorbed note, I once crashed my car partly because another one ran a stop sign but also because I was distracted fast-forwarding my mix tape to "Love Spreads." Great taste.

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  11. This post (along with the rest of your blog) is really lovely! We are fans.

    ox,
    -Davie+Erica
    Wardrobe Stylists, NYC.

    >>http://www.lpfashionphilosophy.blogspot.com

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  12. wow.. i love stone roses amazing...ciao!

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  13. Your photography is so dreamy and beautiful, and could the stone roses accompany any better?? I think not. I love it.

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