I woke up alone in my room on a Thursday, raindrops bouncing off the windows like a perfect requiem. I called him and said I needed to see him. He sounded happy. I told myself it was because I was going to kill us, but of course he didn't know that yet. An hour later he sat in front of me at a coffee shop, breathing my air. He could see I'd been crying but didn't ask.
You know what you said about being afraid of hearing my final heartbeat, I said. He nodded.
Well, I think this is the one. I've fallen apart.
Why were things falling apart...it seems like it was all going well!
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~Abby~
i dont think i should read your posts first thing in the morning...they make me upset :(
ReplyDeletei hope that everything turns out ok and that you can take comfort in the fact that you're an amazing writer
www.myspineisthebassline.blogspot.com
i hope you can pull yourself out of this soon.
ReplyDeleteyou are wonderful with words.
that's a dreamy photo...
ReplyDeleteoh god, i feel like my own heart is breaking! all your posts kinda stream along together, forming a little story... why is this the end? what happened/didnt happen?
ReplyDeletethat photo is ghostly pretty...
ReplyDeleteBeautiful. Perfect line.
ReplyDeletewow, was für ein tolles Bild!
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