It turned out to be true: the girl named Sarah is precisely the Sarah I thought it was. She says she didn't know, but deep down I feel as if I don't want to believe her. It's so strange, I remember going to see him, coming to the train station looking for him but thinking of someone else. No one specific, just the image of what I always wanted him to be. When I saw him in the middle of the crowd coming towards me I was always surprised: did he really look like that? Even more fragile than I remembered.
But know, after finding out how utterly false he's been, I can't stop thinking about him. The one I should be mad at is the one I want to forgive, and the one who might have done nothing wrong in the end turns out to be the one I blame.
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That is an especially fine piece of writing-Purgatory-electric!
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Hey Avy!!
ReplyDeleteBeautiful post.
Paradise, in this case, continues to burn brightly on the opposite end of the candle.
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Great post! Beautiful writing!!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your lovely comments. I really appreciate them!
ReplyDeleteSarah xx
Love reading your posts. You always leave me wanting more....took my breath away..lovely...
ReplyDeleteabsolutely lovely
ReplyDeleteim confused
ReplyDeleteThe last line is absolutely right and quoteworthy!
ReplyDeletelove the post!
ReplyDeletexoxo
beautiful,
ReplyDeleteI hope all three of you can sort this out.
Wonderful post
ReplyDeletewhy was your valentine so bad? :(
ReplyDeletemine could have been better with the right boy beside me but ....oh well..i'll just have to wait till the right one comes across
and btw, thats a really beautiful post youre good at writing
love the pic! great post! thanks for ur comment:)
ReplyDeletexoxo
I hope you can figure this all out.
ReplyDeleteThe boy with the soft hair sounds like a 2 timer.
What a shame. He sounded so nice.
xx,
~Abby~
I agree with your comment. But isn't it interesting how it works?
ReplyDeleteSo full of disapointment! Aspirations crushed, adn for it to be someone that you know, even more devistating!
ReplyDeletelove the last line <3
ReplyDeletewow... amazing writing!
ReplyDeleteps. I would love it if you checked out my new blog:
http://diyainherstilettos.blogspot.com/
You write so beautifully! I can feel every emotion you felt in your words. Amazing....
ReplyDeleteThank you :)
ReplyDeletethanks for your nice comment, i didn't know anyway, that there are some readers from the united states u.u ; there were also two other girls from L.A. :D
ReplyDeletei wish i had the courage to be so blunt on my blog. mine is all froth and fun because sometimes (always?) i'm afraid of honestly translating what i feel.
ReplyDeleteyou are brave to let us all in like that.
I came here after seeing your comment on my blog (thank you by the way!) and I think I've found myself in something I don't entirely understand, though your writing is beautiful. I hope you can figure it all out, though. If the one you're mad at but want to forgive is the boy in question, maybe reconsider.
ReplyDeleteLOVE the last line you wrote. so true!
ReplyDeletefunny how all your friends have blogs...
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