Friday, this damned city of angels is burdened by clouds, I by perplexity. All afternoon I've been hiding from the outside world in the greyish Etro cashmere sweater I bought him for his birthday in January. This morning, without notice like a summer storm, he came by to return it with the poisonous words well, I guess that's it. I looked at him awkwardly in silence and then watched him walk away, convulsively holding on to the soft sweater.
He must have worn it. It smells like him. Smells like defeat.
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That is so sad.
ReplyDeleteI really hope you aren't feeling too bad, since people have left you all of your life (that's what you said).
I just wanna give you a hug.
xx,
~Abby~
Wow. All I can say is "I'm sorry he left".
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry of what happened. Defeat,it hurts..
ReplyDeleteso beautifully written, so horribly sad. i wish... i don't know what i wish for you. these things never turn out quite right, do they? as least the sunlight is not mocking you today, at least the clouds give an excuse for melancholy. not much but it's something.
ReplyDeletexx x
wow, well written... I hope you feel better, things will get better! ox your a doll.
ReplyDeleteLove hurts.
ReplyDeletedark chocolate will make thing better... i hope things will get better! best wishes !!
ReplyDeletei'm sorry to hear that. hope you feel better soon :)
ReplyDeletebeautifully written, I don't know what to say.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry this happened, I wish I could help you.
I know, it hurts, bad.
I'm sorry this happened to you. Its horrible, you write it so beautifully. I'm sorry.
ReplyDeletethat is the most beautiful thing i have ever read! sorry to hear what happened :(
ReplyDeletelove the blog :) im following
love sammy
www.sammy-living-in-sin.blogspot.com
xxxx
Stay strong, be confident with standing alone, prosper for only yourself, and watch the trial of success, love and fulfillment find you.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful beautiful words.
ReplyDeleteBeautifully written, but wow this is so sad. Reading this reminds me of A Fine Frenzy - Almost lover, also a sad but beautiful song. I hope you are feeling better.
ReplyDeletei hope you'll smell like victory.
ReplyDeleteI know it hurts...but he is the one that was seeing your friend so this is for the best...He doesnt deserve you...
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