the drying of your tears
today we escape
we escape
I don't dream like I used to. When I was little I always had these wild and intense dreams, waking up to a few marvelous seconds of doupt about whether it was real or not. Good or bad, at least they were vivid emotions. These days I just wake up feeling empty, as if sleeping drained me of all meaning and purpose and I rarely remember dreaming at all. Then gradually everything comes back to me, but waking up is no longer the thrilling explosion it once was. I miss that.
Earlier today I bumped into the boy with the soft hair as I was in a hurry to meet S. More or less running away from him, turning back as if to say sorry, I heard him ask why I haven't yet called him. Before I even thought about it I answered "oh, I have so many offers".
Why did I do that?
Yes, I used to jump out of bed, when I was little and the world was big...
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aw what a lovely post.
ReplyDeletewhat you said about waking up when you were little is so beautifuls, no wonder yu miss it :(
i hope you find something little to make you smile big :)
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When we are little our world is so small, yet so big.
ReplyDeleteYou see, when we are little everything seems big; things surprise us; we seem to learn so much everyday.
When we are little our world looks so big, yet it is so small, for we do not know much; our knowledge, the people we know; our world is simply limited.
As we grow up we find out so much more. And as we know more, we seem to get lost. As we get lost, we forget the things that truly make us happy. We forget the things that make us dream; those things that made us jumped off the bed in the morning when we were little.
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ReplyDeleteLovely . I hope you can dream about it again . The older we get , more boring life will be :)
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great post. I will wake up like all of a sudden too. And I've even cried a few times before too.
ReplyDeletewaking up empty is the pits,
ReplyDeleteI hope that one day our dreams return x
Lovely post! Same thing happened to me. Love the post :]
ReplyDeleteNo those aren't my legs, I WISH THEY WERE ! :/
ReplyDeleteAvy, your posts are brilliant, I get lost in them, sometimes losing myself completely.
ReplyDeleteIt's really hard to remember dreams. I never do, and if I would I would probably need therapy.
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I still get wild dreams, but only when I don't wake up during the night or after a day I couldn't wait to end. Like last night, everything was so intense & vivid. I couldn't stop thinking about it when I woke up, I still remember it as I'm typing this but I wish I could forget it because it was a bit too intense
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Agreed. Waking up used to be the ending of a spectacular adventure. These days it is just the beginning to a long day destined to have droopy eyes. I miss the children days.
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