Have you ever had a dream so real that even after waking up you almost believed it actually happened?
I just did so I had to get up for a couple of minutes, just to escape that feeling. I was in the car with my dad that day, he quietly and almost in slow motion turned his head and looked at me as if to say I should save him somehow. Of course I couldn't, and then I woke up.
By the way, the mood I was in yesterday quickly changes. I'm not a weak person, I'm just not strong all the time.
Now I'll try to get some more sleep. Good night my darlings, and thanks for all your kind words.